Intro to the next few months and all preliminary jargon. This is frustrating. I want to immediately want to jump into a project, but need to be patient and research/understand/inhale the new surroundings. I also need to show that I can calmly fit in and assist, rather than bully my way in.
I've noticed that this department is organized, calm, and steady. There seems to be a constancy rather than stress... "no need to spin. That wastes time. Just crack on..."
They show me a few videos of some of the paste performances, programs, dance companies and events they have produced. Especially with dance, video and images tell you more instantly than reading words like 'inspiration', 'access', 'innovation'... you can just see it, understand it, and then crack on.
Although watching these video clips was inspiring and informative, they had a strange effect. I was in tears a few times. They reminded me that I wasn't dancing and how much I miss being a performer. These emotions came very intensely and made me want to refuse this opportunity... as if, by studying/working this capacity, would inhibit my performing career and future.
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